Monday, January 08, 2007
Heyoz Peeps,Pardon me if i haven't been updating this blog as faithfully as before. I'm simply too tired to do anything after work everyday. Have been so physically & mentally drained each day i end work. No, i'm not doing some coolie's job or hard-labour work.
I'm doin office work, whereby you are supposed to sit comfortably in the office, at your desk typing some shits away whereby nobody will understand or question you about what you are doing. And more often than once, you get up from ya seat, do some stretching to loosen that pretentious tense muslces of yours, taking that opportunity to gossip with whoever you can see in your vicinity, den all of you will pick up the mug, move to the pantry and start the topic of the day which alwaes the case, including some backstabbing in action.
Drama ehz?? Bet on it.
Having working there for 4 mths & counting, i can tell you, this is the life in office..be it where. And i don't like it. At all..
Speakin here, you will jolly well be thinkin "just go look for another job"...to me it's not easier to be said than done. I can't explain or i'm too tired to explain any longer, sometimes things r pretty hard to relate to everyone.
I was reading Tuesday with Morrie, and i came across this line "My days were full, but i remained much of my time, unsatisfied". How true is it, to me..so true..so true. What i'm unsatisfied with?? I dunno..how much i wish i know. Is that the phase everybody have to go thru growing up? I wish i have never grew up..the crossroad i'm in now, is leading me to nowhere whichever way i'm heading.
I don't understand why we have to be put into such agony. Life ain't suppose to sweet isn't it? With everything lumped together, i'm not pretty sure i could still take it on bravely any longer. With so many things happening around me, i can't seem to find the strength and courage to face it. Or maybe it just that i'm not matured enough to handle it. Why does everything happening have to be concerned with a life? Isn't it so cruel to take a life away just liked that.
I'm confused......bet u r too! Dunno what i'm toking about, it's okayz. It doesn't matter any longer.
I have did some collage with some pics i have taken with moi sweeties, who nv fail to cheer me up whenever i'm with them. Thanks alot. I guess i would ve driven moiself to depression if not for u all~
Dun they looked liked sisters? At least this is what most of our colleagues feel...
Bohz, thanks for coming back again, you noe we nv and will nv have any gatherings without you around. Or rather without having you to plan it.Kekez.I noe there's sth v wrong with moi taggy. I'm not fixing it. I'm so sleepy already. Another time perhaps. Maybe it doesn't realli matter whether izzit working or not.
Good night peeps, the only condolence i can get it's by sleeping the night thru & pluggin in the earphones of moi Mp3. I hope you like the song that is playing now too.
